Did I do or say something?.. Or did someone else do or say something? o_0 I'm just confused.

Yesterday around 11 or so, I get a text from Matt asking if I was good for Skype. I had to read it a couple of times to make sure I was reading it right. In any case, I told him to give me a few and then I jumped on. We actually had some decent conversation, even though we had periods of time where neither of us were talking and he was just singing, hah. He acted like his normal self, too. Usually when I tell him I'm going to bed, he'd just be like "Okay. I'll talk to you later then, alright?" where instead, like old times, he was all "Fine. Be that way." Oh, how I missed our Skype conversations. We haven't had one in weeks, and it was starting to worry me. But I guess it's obviously because he's been busy. He must've actually had free time to spare, because not only was he Skyping with me, but he was playing video games and listening to music. Seriously. It might've been what I said before he left yesterday. He was all "I'll talk to you later." And I'm like "Seriously?" And he's like "Maybe." I was expecting the usual phone call where we sit and ramble for a few minutes then share dead silences. Or maybe even a text conversation. But Skype works, too. Or it could've been our epic cuddle session. When we do anything couple-like such as that, I end up getting the whole "Get on Skype" text or phone call later on. Even so, that talk still needs to get over with. It could really help improve our relationship by a lot.

Anyway, I sense today is going to be an average day for me. Playing video games, watching Degrassi, hearing from Matt at some point of the day [prolly not till after 10 PM], eating, and so forth. I intend to try and work on the video, too, as I haven't touched that in over a month. I have to read for tomorrow's class, too. In the meantime, I'm getting myself something to eat. I sense some major trophy hunting later, too.

Whew.

I'm incredibly exhausted. I have massive sunburn on my scalp, my nose, my neck, and possibly my arms and legs. Ohh, but it was worth it!

Friday it was disgustingly hot, but then it rained and cooled off a tad bit. Saturday was overall nice and hot. There was a cover band that apparently does a special 8:30PM every time they play there where they dress up and impersonate The Beatles!! I was sooo excited, hahah. They dressed exactly as they did AND played the same instruments they did! I was like "DUDE!" :D It was awesome.

Of course, we did a hell of a lot of walking. My legs are KILLING me, and I have a blister or two on my toes. :[ And the car ride to and from consisted of Chuckie's, Krystal's dog, going insane and continuously jumping on me and her just to look out the windows. He'd crush my organs and guts with his back legs just trying to look out the window. >.> Owie. It was still worth it. After we got back to her house, we both eventually ended up taking a 3-hour nap, haha.

Thursday night irked me, though. I texted Matt, trying to act all cute by saying that I wanted to be with him and stuff, and he was failing at it, so when I asked him about it, he said something along the lines of "I'm not in the mood to be all cute and stuff. I'm too busy." So that bothered me, and I acted a bit mean after he said that. I forget what I said, but he replied "W/e, have a nice weekend." And it irked me more that I didn't get a good night or an I love you in return after I said it to him. I don't know. I was just in this weird mood where he was occupying my mind too much, and I just wanted to be with him. But I got instantly out of that mood when he said he wasn't in the mood to act cute. Jeez. Even if he wasn't in the mood, it still never killed to try and be cute anyway, just to humor me. If he acted cute for me, then I would've let him go and do what he was originally doing. But considering he didn't, I have no interest in communicating with him until tomorrow. I'm not going to call or text him tonight before bed, like he would for me. I'll just say I was too tired to talk, or something. Hell, at least Cathy was considerate enough to text me yesterday first asking what my favorite colors were [cause she said Chrys was making me and her beaded bracelets, haha] then asked how my vacation was. I've only known her for a couple of months, and yet we're so connected. Tomorrow it'll be me and the guy's 5 months. I'm going to act as I normally do around him tomorrow, though. My weird, unusual, random self. If we go on a walk, usually to get a drink, I'll pull him aside and ask him if he knows what today is. So horrible that guys can't remember things like that. ><

And the 6-page note.. hm. Not sure if I'll give it to him tomorrow. I prefer to wait a few days to see him after giving it to him, so tomorrow would be my best bet. If not, I'd have to wait until Saturday night.

So, I be out now. I'm suffering from Degrassi.. depression? Whatever that word is where you long for something you haven't had/seen/heard/etc. for a long while. Yeah. Hah. So, I'm out. Laters.

Yesterdaaay.. was okay? I guess? It felt like Thursday, like just everything being as normal as usual. I didn't get sad this time, though, but I did get a little bit annoyed at him. The only thing that helped get my annoyance away from him was just insulting him, basically being all "YOUR MOM!" after certain things he said. What I personally enjoy is when he says it back, which shows that he's not upset with me in any way. I think I've had moments where I've said it to him, and he either didn't say anything in response or he was just all "Whatever". I also got a kiss again from him before we left AND I didn't have to even ask for one! We got to the door at the bottom of the stairs and he stepped off to the side and was like "I'll talk to you later, okay?" And I was expecting a hug, but when I slightly leaned in, he completed it by leaning in more and we kissed. ^^ For kicks, I instantly grabbed him in a hug after that which confused him and I yelled at him for not hugging me back, and he complained about how his ride was waiting for him. My guess is that he knows our hugs and kisses goodbye can sometimes get a bit long, especially because I like to make them long, so he tells me his ride is waiting for him so either we avoid "nice goodbyes" or we make them really quick and painless. But the fact that between Thursday and yesterday, he stopped yesterday and initiated the kiss. Thursday I had to stop him from walking out the door and ask for one. See, it's the little things that matter the most to me. ;]

Also yesterday after I got picked up, we went clothes shopping. I actually got decently nice clothes to wear for the job fair on Wednesday. I got a nice purple top with a white undershirt, white/light khaki capris, and white dressy sandals/flip flops. I should prolly tell Matt he better go to it if he wants to see me all decently dressed up, haha. I also got two bandannas [because I like to wear them as headbands. One is orange with the usual bandanna designs on it, and the other is blue, yellow, and green mixed with Peace & Love written on it.. they were only $2, gimme a break, lol], a pair of dark brown with a hint of olive green Bermuda shorts, and a cute shirt that's actually "scratch and sniff" with two apples on it [one is being sliced of its skin by a skin cutter while the other one, still in tact, screams "You monster!" XD]. I'd say it was a mission success for shopping. However, I realized that I could use another pair of skinny jeans [because I'm actually starting to like them] and a pair of slip-on shoes [because I find they look best with skinny jeans and with shorts]. My dad apparently got this awesome discount from Kohl's for I guess buying a certain number of items there that's good for all of next week. Maybe I'll get my shoes then. :D

Today is just the usual Saturday stuff. I've been enjoying Saturdays for a while now because of the fact that I get to spend relaxed time with Matt and with awesome peoples of the DU. I say relaxed time with him because during school days, he's completely stressed over the schoolwork and that's all he thinks about. At least with Saturdays, he can tone it down a bit [and he actually acts like the person that I was beginning to know]. On today's schedule, we had plans to meet up at the school for the meeting, then we were going to Chinchilla Park. But since it plans on raining today, we might have to book it to the DeNaples Center instead. I'm fine with either, because when we're not on school grounds, PDA isn't an issue. :D Well, Matt's not a huge fan of it to begin with, but I can make him suffer it [like I do anyways during the lock-ins].

AND it actually cooled off today, so I get to be in my room for a short while, yay!

So anyway, I be out. I have to shower and get myself some kind of food soon. Thursday I had a poptart on my way to class, and I actually felt fine during class. And yesterday I had nothing, and ended up feeling slightly sick every so often because my stomach was hungry. >< So, make that get some food and then shower. >.>

Laters!

And here's the pics from last Saturday. XD














I only showed Matt the one where I'm being raped times 2 by Jesse and Jon, haha.